bad

Seems I'm having a hard time. In the last 3 days, I've had wine one night and crappy food all the rest. Now I do feel like crap. Chills, clammy, body aches, mental fog. I feel poisoned. Food and to a lesser extent wine have been my only comforts for a long time. My husband is the same way. I can't blame him, but at the same time, I do feel pulled down by him. I feel worse today than I have in a very long time.